Sunny World, 2008

there’s just one thing to say,
left.
 
one thing to whisper quietly in your 
ear.


softly.
 
I want to tell you, at a hush, that,
I love you, too.

 
And, that you will always be in my heart,
true.
 
truthfullness.
 
Is often lost to most of us, and, you knew
also.
 
That I should have left years ago & we were just
stubborn, hanging on.

 
it’s basic.
 
This life that I have been given,
didn’t come because I wanted it that much.
 
I never think of the best things, answers.
That’s why I treasure all of you.
 
simply.
 
Would you throw one man to save many--and, I, would jump.
No hesitation. Even if they weren’t all of you.
 
They are someone’s all. And, you would understand that I
couldn’t face the sun without their lives securely
 
sighted.
 
I held a woman under the water and her eyes were fine, once.
She was so beautiful--her blond hair, round cheeks, blue eyes.
 
I was dead to you, flat on the tile, head held down tight.
And, all of this is thanks to you.
 
smiling,
today,
in a sunny world.

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